I am 29 year old. From the very early childhood l am so attracted towards traditional spirituality, After joining society, Maa is so merciful to me and I can feel the guidance of her intuitively, the way serious of events happen. But last month I  visited Ramkrishna mission, now the childhood attraction is arising again. I want to give myself totally in divine hands and wanted to join as brahmchari there, which can further led to sannyasi. The way I visited there is also dramatically , like mother wanted me to experience that🫤. Then I prayed to mother to show the path ,what to do and just open the post (book Supreme) mother say there …[conti]

“Move forward my child do not lose opportunity the opportunity ,it comes once in lifetime and life is not long. And also in Savitri I found , A new charms brings back the old extreme delight. Also some visions of kali in dreams. Is this my real being is guiding or some part of vital being or I am having some kind of hallucinations. Should I just dive in flow of life As you said follow the raas of krishna. 

Is this coming from past life memories

It is a genuine feeling, a truth energing from the past life. It is neither a vital being guiding you nor any hallucination. It is a call of your soul and it overrides everything.  

The Mother’s statement however may well indicate that your soul’s evolution has come to a critical turning point, – either to follow its past line of evolution and take the path of final closure through sannyas or else, move forward as the door of a new possibility (transformation and the collective emancipation of earth and mankind) has opened for you). This possibility was not available earlier so the best souls could not go for it. It is a lifetime opportunity not shown to all. Your choice in this life will be decisive and definitive, whether you would move towards the blank port of individual moksha or towards a greater divine fulfilment of the dreams of earth. 

Affectionately,

Alok Da