
I keep wanting to be at the Ashram, this is how I feel every day and many times. I feel like I’m convincing myself to be here forcefully, getting only parts of me temporarily attached to a perspective or a decision. This just doesn’t feel absolute enough, and even though They’re everywhere and always with us, my nature felt closer there and it felt hopeful, receptive and faith also felt stronger. I also strongly feel I need to offer so much more of my mind, will, heart, sense of identity too, and I feel I’ve bound these up for partial reasons. I don’t feel deterred by the difficulties you described, not because I’m so strong, but because that’s the only way towards the one important thing. Why do I feel this way, is it unrelated to aspiration, but just a mental or vital insistence? 🌳🪷✨🌸🕊️
Come then. Take a leap of faith with trust in Her Grace. Remember these words of the Mother.
‘When you come to the Divine,
















