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I have observed that my aspiration was at its peak when I started walking the path of yoga consciously. Over decades, the intensity of the aspiration has declined, almost evaporated. Sadhana seems to be now in auto-pilot mode, not driven by aspiration. Rejection and Surrender continue to figure as frequent necessities, which means there is still a long way to go. But neither is there much of an aspiration, nor any anxiety to get somewhere. Just go on doing what my limited capacity allows, and leave the rest to the Mother. If She wants, I can go on serving her for many lives to come. That is the only prayer, rather than an aspiration. Now the question: is this weakening or near-disappearance of the aspiration a normal phenomenon?

It is quite common for the intensity of aspiration to somewhat fade over a period of time. It is partly because the fire naturally touches

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As a spiritual aspirant, how does one deal with the feature of uncertainty in existence? Certain times this uncertainty could peak so much that it could emotionally paralyse aspirants, create much stress and anxiety and disorientation in life, even if one is relatively detached and quiet within and offered to the Divine. Is liberation from this feature possible only after realising the Divine fully? βœ¨πŸ‘οΈπŸŒπŸŒ±

One doesn’t need to realise the Divine to deal with uncertainty in the world. Even a rational discernment, the observation of things as they are

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Need you to throw more light on the excerpt of CWM 4 about Reconciling of opposites. In our present mental state and social system how to blend the opposites. And in what sense it’s written β€œ All contraries prepare Her harmony β€œ. Is it in sense of completeness or capability?πŸ‘©β€πŸ‘¦πŸ“–βœ¨β€οΈπŸŒΉ

In our present state it is difficult because the mind works in an either-or mode.

The story of the five blind men and the elephant

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If I learn to I find it challenging to understand how to truly work for and be for the Mother in the details of my daily activities. I feel that constant, meaningful effort is needed to be true to this aspiration. I need something to bridge the outer side of my work with my innermost aspiration and feeling towards Her. In between, in the psychological (mental and vital) and physical domains, is where most of “me” resides. If I learn to depend on Her more, and focus on something that strengthens the foundation to be nearer to Her, it would keep my mind and emotions meaningfully engaged. What are your thoughts on this? πŸŒ…πŸ§˜πŸ½β€β™‚οΈπŸ“ΏπŸ‘οΈ

The sadhana procedes differently in different sadhaks. The Divine takes into account our uniqueness, our present personality, past evolution and future possibility. The main thing

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I had another dream: It was raining and I had a small child with me. Then I saw money floating in the rain. The child was trying to go but I stopped him so he wouldn’t get wet. My cousins were also there, so I told them to pick up the money and we would split it half and half. Then one of them asked me how I didΒ  question in an exam. I don’t remember clearly, but as far as I can recall, the child was Bal Krishna.πŸ’­πŸŒœπŸ’€πŸ¦š

The child is your psychic being. The exam was whether you will chose to hold the child or get carried away by the money. The

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Your words there have stayed with me, and they gave me the confidence to reach out now for guidance on an important inner dilemma. I come from a family where the worship of Lord Shiva has been passed down for generations. Should I keep Shiva inwardly in the heart while following the Mother’s way, or is there a way to integrate both without inner conflict and without sending the wrong signal to family and children?πŸ•‰οΈπŸ”±πŸπŸŒ™

Shiva is a mighty god and has a very important role to play in the New Creation. By internalising your bhakti for Lord Shiva you

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