AT THE FEET OF THE MOTHER

Spirituality

How exactly does one meditate, and how is it done fruitfully? I see nothing and feel nothing when I meditate, I just close my eyes, and my brain is left, right and centre, and if I try and quieten it, it just goes blank and then after a few minutes I open my eyes again and that’s that. I don’t feel anything different, or a sense of peace…nothing. Many people say that meditation is the way to open the being and discover what is inside, but I am worried that I am incapable of ever experiencing that. What do I do to progress in it😇 ?

Meditation is only one of the ways to progress spiritually though neither the only one nor the easiest one. Bhakti is the swiftest but it

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Why do I experience deep fall in consciousness intermittently? Why do I commit inexcusable acts whenever I start approaching the Mother and Sri Aurobindo with much intensity? I have encountered these situations many a time, whenever I come to Pondicherry, or when I am returning from Pondicherry, after a Satsang at home, or returning from attending a Satsang at the Centre. I commit blunders after blunders in many ways, in expressing my ego, my arrogance, my anger, my fight, my jealousy, my idleness, my desire for food, gossip and sex skyrocket whenever I start becoming serious in my Sadhana. I feel some rush of unknown massive adverse force has captured me in parallel to The Mother’s Force within me and is not letting me go towards The Mother or do any kinds of Divine work. Sometime I feel so devastated and helpless within that I am worried about the consequences of acting against the Divine Will. Please guide me how to tackle these forces within?

This is quite a common experience. The Mother has described it stating the reasons for the same. Savitri also describes it beautifully. ‘The high and

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