Home » Spirituality » Why does it happen that every time I am being approached by my romantic partner close enough, with the intention of lovemaking or simply touching or being simply romantic, I feel a strong response of blackout(momentary loss of consciousness) and feel withdrawn with respect to consciousness. Is it a sign that he is an obstacle to the path of Yoga? 👨🏻❤️👩🏻🌹😵💫
It is rather a good sign, the sign of an evolved person. There is nothing wrong with your partner or with you. It is just that you are inwardly an evolved human being and hence find it difficult, perhaps even unnatural, to connect with certain activities that belong to the animal past of our evolution. What you can do is that instead of going blank, think of the Divine Mother even during the act and offer it to Her.
Affectionately,
Alok Da
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Arpan means to give, samarpan means to give completely without reserve.
To give means now one has left the situation, the difficulty, the problem entirely in the hands of the Divine. It means that one now obeys the Divine Will alone and lives no more for the satisfaction of one’s ego and desires….
Here is the complete Durga Stotra. You can see for yourself.
‘Hymn to Durga
(দুর্গা-স্তোত্র)
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Mother Durga! Rider on the lion, giver of all strength, Mother, beloved of Siva! We born from thy parts of Power, we the youth of India, are seated here in thy temple. Listen, O Mother, descend upon earth, make thyself manifest in this land of India.
Yes, these are dreams surging from the subconscient. Some, like the one about your friend seems a veiled wish fulfilment. Certain desires get exhausted subjectively in this way.