The raising of obstacles either soon after or just before touching some new experience or spiritual possibility is quite common. In fact it is almost the rule rather than an exception. It is like a little test arranged by various cosmic forces to see our readiness. The reason is that we are not made of one piece and while something in us opens to the Divine there are other parts that are either closed or show up resistance. It is for this reason that one is advised not to rush and hurry through on the road to the Divine but take firm steps and go steadily step by step. Otherwise these other parts tend to create dislocation. It is generally when one goes through the experiences of life that these parts get ready.
One way to deal with these things especially doubts is not to indulge them, to ignore them by saying that when I have the true experience and when knowledge comes then I shall know. And then go keep on progressing towards the goal regardless. Another way is to increase one’s aspiration without getting disheartened. Most difficulties and obstacles get dissolved and doubts vanish when the mounting flame opens the doors of true knowledge. When the psychic being is discovered and one identifies with it, all doubts disappear like thin smoke. One can also offer the doubts to the Divine Mother with an aspiration for the change or seeking for an answer. Most of the doubts will disappear with the growth of consciousness so stay focused on that without getting disturbed by the difficulties that arise from the unprepared fields of our nature.
Affectionately,
Alok Da
