I promise to abide by your instruction with complete fidelity. Although total surrender has not yet permeated every part of my being, sooner or later I must cast aside the falsehood and embrace the Truth; why, then, should there be any delay? Even if the pain proves somewhat intense, nothing holds any significance before the Mother—nothing but the Mother herself and Her Will, regardless of the circumstances through which I may have to pass.
When everything is told from outside then it delays the progress eventually. We have to open the doors of knowledge which will open in you. That is why my suggestions are always indirect.
Affectionately,
Alok Da
