AT THE FEET OF THE MOTHER
Ask Alok da

Da I โ€‹โ€‹am not able to understand anything, I am feeling blank, I want to say a lot. I want to mail you in detail, I want to say everything but I am not able to write. I feel like coming face to face and saying it but right now that is not possible. I am feeling a lot of pain, I feel like leaving everything and going away, I am tired. I don’t want to understand anyone anymore, I am not able to do it anymore. What is happening to me?๐Ÿ˜ด๐Ÿ’ค๐Ÿฅฑ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ

I don’t want to understand anyone anymore, I am not able to do it anymore. No one wants to understand that I am also a human being, I feel pain, I am also someone’s daughter. I am also a human being. I can’t do it anymore. Alok da, I’ve never wished ill for anyone. I’ve thought about everyone and understood everyone. But now I can’t understand anyone. I’m tired, I can’t take it anymore.

I can understand your state and what you must be going through. It is unfortunately the fate of most human love because it is based on desires and attachments. Sooner or later the very same person who was a means of joy becomes for us the cause of suffering and pain. Perhaps it is a time to remember that the source of joy is and always was within us and when outer doors of happiness seem to close, it is perhaps time to open the inner door, to turn to the Divine who alone is and can give us perfect love, happiness and peace. 

Do write or meet when you come.

Sending you the Divine Motherโ€™s Love to heal and bring inner Peace. 

Affectionately,

Alok Da

Share thisโ€ฆ

Related Posts

Dear Alok Ji, can you please tell me how I can get rid of my anger at Sri Aurobindo and also how to regain trust in him? ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’—

Trust is a very precious, priceless gift. Even among human beings it is special. But when it is towards the Divine then it should be doubly carefully guarded.ย ย 

Again anger is an extremely harmful emotion towards anyone. It hurts and harms both, the one who harbours it and the one towards whom it is directed. But since one cannot harm or hurt the Divine Beings, it falls back upon oneself creating a terrible karma. By all means desist it. It is the straight road to fall…

Read More >

At one end, aspiration for the Divine and to unite with Him and to have a change of consciousness; to do The Mother’s work; at the other end, need for a proper awareness in the very ordinary and externalised human nature about the deep meaning and implication of what is happening in life and also what the Divine Destiny is. ๐ŸŒฑ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป[…]

It is much better to catch the knot of life at the other end from where it all begins. The riddle of life cannot be understood on the surface. Focus on the one thing needful, the Divine, and all the rest will begin to fall in its place. This has been the experience of all who have gone on the path.ย 

Read More >

I am reading the Synthesis of Yoga and Sri Aurobindo is speaking about the union having a threefold character (pg. 131). I wanted to understand whether this is a skilful parallel to draw: a union by identity = Atman = Brahman ๐Ÿ“–๐ŸŒŸ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป […]

Here is the passage from the Synthesis of Yoga to which you are referring.

‘That which is thus made manifest to our vision and experience, andย theย unionย has a threefold character. There is aย unionย in spiritual essence,ย byย identity; there is aย unionย byย the indwelling of our soul in this highest Being and Consciousness; there is a

Read More >