I feel it is too early or rather you are still young to enter a path right now. It is good to read spiritual literature,
The true basis of relationship between the Guru and the disciplle is the seeking for Truth or Wisdom and Light. This seeking formulates itself in
Thanks for the beautiful wishes. May the bond of Her Love bind us all together in a common uplifting aspiration.
There is nothing disrespectful about what you write. There are many seekers who start this way. The Mother herself has confirmed that generally seekers turn
Even if one is unable to pray it is still possible to aspire. Aspiration is independent of belief even though there is a kind of
Yes that is true. However the so-called learned people are among the most difficult to change. They are imprisoned in scriptural knowledge and the prison
It is indeed Her Grace that has touched you or more specifically called you to the Path. And since They have called you to the
You should meet a good psychiatrist in your city and take advice from him along with whatever medicines he prescribes. Right now you are not
It happens to many. Sri Krishna (and Sri Rama) are deeply embedded in our consciousness for milleniums. Most hindus naturally turn towards them. The Lila