I also have the picture of Sri Aurobindo and Maa in front of me. I am praying sincerely to them. But I am not getting any solutions. What should I do now? You tell me something. What method of sadhana, prayer, or books should I study, or YouTube videos, to get my confidence back and be of some importance to the world? If you have any suggestions, please let me know. Also, with these medicines, now I am gonna throw these out as they have made me really dull and dependent.
You should meet a good psychiatrist in your city and take advice from him, along with whatever medicines he prescribes. Right now, you are not ready for the spiritual life. It will come later. Yes, you can always pray to God and read books that uplift, including books with a spiritual consciousness, such as the Bhagavad Gita and the writings of the Mother. There is no need to go to spiritual organisations and learn their practices.
Affectionately,
Alok Da


