Then, I tried to touch the water, but couldn’t touch it, as it was very hot with steam coming out of it. I had a ceramic bowl, so I got some in it and placed it across the stream in front of me, on a rock. Then, that friend said to me that the stone on which I’m sitting, the Mother gave Her meditations, sitting on that stone.
Then the dream changed, and with the same friend, intuitively, I think the stream had this ground next to it, a big ground. I walk to the ground from outside. I was in some place – empty, and I went to two people and told them to bury my body and put the key inside. I was with a friend, and they did it and put sand over and as I’m about to walk out and they asked, “What if your family wants to see you?” Then, I get scared and worried as well, and call a friend that I always call when I’m feeling anything bad. I told him that I made a mistake and buried the body, and he told me to go back, it’s not right, but not to be attached to the body and be detached. You’ve learnt your lesson. Then walk upto them again, tell them to open the soil, and I will take the body back, and the dream ended.
About the last dream, last night I saw, I was in a dark, closed crematorium with many beds with smoke coming out of some, and I covered my nose, and there were a few people by the back door of that rectangular room, and I ran up front to the door, but a crying man indicates me to go out by the back door. I walk past a family of 2 or 3 with one casually sitting on a chair by the cremation beds, and then I run to the back entrance, where there is a crowd of people. I came out, and there is a hand pump. So, along with me, my sister and cousin brother were suddenly there, so we all took a shower under the pump to wash off evil or something, then I was alone, and the people who were by the back door came and started to angrily chase me looking for violence… So, I run, but they capture me. I shouted and struggled and later somehow managed to escape.
I feel uneasy with the dreams, like they’ll indicate something bad.
Dreams come true if we believe in them. Fears come true if we believe they are real. Hopes come true if we trust that they can be realised. No, it’s not something wrong that you are doing, but as your dream also indicates, there are beautiful possibilities opening before you, but you are either refusing to see them or refusing to walk towards realising them. What you need is the rock of faith, faith in the Mother as your stable basis and then flow towards the future instead of burying yourself.
Yes few moments of prayer is good. Keep a picture of the Mother by your side on the bed and play some Savitri music before you sleep.
Affectionately,
Alok Da
