The Mother does not hold conversations. These things like ‘Conversations with God’ are a play of the mind and one should always be careful not to project our limited ideas, beliefs, etc., on the Divine, who is far above these things. But since we need the human touch, He takes a human body and gives what He has to give by way of writings, letters, conversations, guidance, above all by His own example. One should read Their works to prepare the heart and mind to receive the true Guidance which liberates us from all these thoughts of mistakes and guilt, etc. Just putting one of Her passages to reveal something of how the Divine works. You may read the full text from ‘The Supreme Discovery’ in Collected Works of The Mother, Vol 2 (Words of Long Ago)
‘What value have our impulses and our desires, our anguish and our violence, our sufferings and our struggles, all these inner vicissitudes unduly dramatised by our unruly imagination—what value do they have before this great, this sublime and divine love bending over us from the innermost depths of our being, bearing with our weaknesses, rectifying our errors, healing our wounds, bathing our whole being with its regenerating streams?
For the inner Godhead never imposes herself, she neither demands nor threatens; she offers and gives herself, conceals and forgets herself in the heart of all beings and things; she never accuses, she neither judges nor curses nor condemns, but works unceasingly to perfect without constraint, to mend without reproach, to encourage without impatience, to enrich each one with all the wealth he can receive; she is the mother whose love bears fruit and nourishes, guards and protects, counsels and consoles; because she understands everything, she can endure everything, excuse and pardon everything, hope and prepare for everything; bearing everything within herself, she owns nothing that does not belong to all, and because she reigns over all, she is the servant of all; that is why all, great and small, who want to be kings with her and gods in her, become, like her, not despots but servitors among their brethren.
How beautiful is this humble role of servant, the role of all who have been revealers and heralds of the God who is within all, of the Divine Love that animates all things….’
(Ref. https://incarnateword.in/cwm/02/the-supreme-discovery#p23)
Guilt, etc., are no part of Yoga. These things belong to the old world governed by falsehood that twists everything. What one needs is not guilt but learning and growing constantly towards the Divine disclosure in oneself and in all.
Affectionately,
Alok Da
