To be given work at the Ashram seems like such a wonderful opportunity to unite my will with The Mother’s. It seems like the most direct thing to do, to try one’s best inwardly as well as to be at the Ashram. I feel like doing more than visiting, I feel like giving myself to working at the Ashram. Is this meaningful and valid?
Come then. Take a leap of faith with trust in Her Grace. Remember these words of the Mother.
‘When you come to the Divine, you must abandon all mental conceptions; but, instead of doing that, you throw your conceptions upon the Divine and want the Divine to obey them. The only true attitude for a Yogi is to be plastic and ready to obey the Divine Command whatever it may be; nothing must be indispensable to him, nothing a burden. Often the first impulse of those who want to live the spiritual life is to throw away all they have; but they do it because they want to be rid of a burden, not because they want to surrender to the Divine. Men who possess wealth and are surrounded by the things that give them luxury and enjoyment turn to the Divine, and immediately their movement is to run away from these things,—or, as they say, “to escape from their bondage”. But it is a wrong movement; you must not think that the things you have belong to you,—they belong to the Divine. If the Divine wants you to enjoy anything, enjoy it; but be ready too to give it up the very next moment with a smile.’
Affectionately,
Alok Da
