But I do not understand why, when I know Maa is there why I am having these feelings, why I am not happy inherently in spite of whatever situation and circumstances, I am in which usually should be the situation if you are connected to Maa, why I am having issues like ego, jealousy, stress fear which has suddenly come up, which I don’t usually face.
Please enlighten me; tell me what to do, anything to read to overcome this.
This happens because there is a division in our being. One part is open and has faith, the other part is full of doubts and fears. It is like a house where the pooja room and the drawing room is kept clean but the bedroom is in disorder. One needs to mend this. One must establish Peace and quietude within us and, just as one cleans the house every day, one must clean the inner temple with prayers, mantras, devotion and convince the anxious part that there is nothing to fear since the Mother is there.
Affectionately,
Alok Da
Regards
Shaswat Dash


