These experiences, alongside recent spiritual blessings and energy transmissions from my spiritual guide, have left me wondering about their true significance. Do these recurring visions reflect genuine inner shifts and magnetic attraction, or are they vital formations and projections of the subconscious mind? How should one rightly discern and understand these phenomena without being misled by vital ambition?
You did the right thing by leaving the typically highly competitive, stressful environment, which is generally not conducive to inner growth. From what you describe of the new startup, it seems quite the right thing from sadhana point of view; that is to say, less engagement with the people around and more involvement with your inner self in relative solitude. Take this relative isolation as a boon, as it is indeed so from the yoga point of view. No work is permanent. It is a question of a few years, but if you take it with the right inner attitude, it can give a big boost to your inner life. Take it as a gift of Grace and indeed it will turn out to be so.
Affectionately,
Alok da
