AT THE FEET OF THE MOTHER
Ask Alok da

Yesterday I had a dream that I and my two friends who were practicing yoga, all three of us went to Gurudev and bowed down at his feet, after that we left. As soon as we were about to go down the stairs, I looked at Gurudev and shouted loudly that I want to surrender completely, how should I do it, then he called me back and then he took me to the room, there he stood behind me and lifted me from behind and put his chin on my spine and I screamed ЁЯШ▒from within, then he brought me down again and said that your system was not aligned for super conscious power, then he had some black device, he took a photo from it and tried to show it to me, but it did not come in it, then he brought a book in his hand and taught me two things in it, the first was “Guru Govind Do Khade Kha Ke Lagi Pahi” and the second was “Those who follow the orders of others go backwards”. Then I said should I read that book, then he wrote on the top of that book 16th (meaning of which I did not understand). After that I said that I get orders during meditation, understand. I don’t know which is right and which is wrong, so he said pray, so I said I will hand it over to you, before doing that he said yes, then he bowed down at his feet and started to leave, I said it is dark, should I switch on the light of the room, but he refused, after that when I started to leave there were a lot of shoes lying there and I was in a hurry, my friends were waiting for me, where are my shoes, but I was not able to find my shoes. Apart from this, when I was with Gurudev, even then I felt inside me that he is waiting for me outside. And after waking up in the morning I was feeling that presence. What can be the meaning of this Dada?

By guru ji are you referring to Sri Aurobindo? It is quite an unlikely way of his relating. I think you should read Sri Aurobindo and the Mother instead of relying too much on guidance in the dream as it may be misleading. All these things such as surrender are beautifully explained from every angle in Their words. Somehow this dream doesn’t seem true to me. Some play of something false assuming a divine presence seems to be there. 

Affectionately,

Alok Da

Original question asked in Hindi: рдХрд▓ рдореБрдЭреЗ рд╕рдкрдирд╛ рдЖрдпрд╛ рдХреА рдореЗрдВ рдФрд░ рдореЗрд░реЗ рджреЛ рджреЛрд╕реНрдд рдЬреЛ рдпреЛрдЧ рдХрд░ рд░рд╣реЗ рд╣реИ рд╣рдо рддреАрдиреЛ рдЧреБрд░реБрджреЗрд╡ рдХреЗ рдкрд╛рд╕ рдЧрдП рдФрд░ рдЙрдирдХреЗ рдЪрд░рдгреЛрдВ рдореЗрдВ рдкреНрд░рдгрд╛рдо рдХрд┐рдпрд╛ рдЙрд╕рдХреЗ рдмрд╛рдж рд╡рд╛рдкрд╕ рд░рд╡рд╛рдирд╛ рд╣реЛ рдЧрдП рдЬреИрд╕реЗ рд╣реА рд╣рдо рд╕реАрдврд╝реАрдпреЛ рд╕реЗ рдиреАрдЪреЗ рдЙрддрд░рдиреЗ рд╡рд╛рд▓реЗ рдереЗ рдореИрдиреЗ рдЧреБрд░реБрджреЗрд╡ рдХреА рддрд░рдл рджреЗрдЦ рдХреЗ рдЬреЛрд░ рд╕реЗ рдЪрд┐рд▓реНрд▓рд╛рдпрд╛ рдХреА рдореБрдЭреЗ рдкреВрд░реНрдг рд╕рдорд░реНрдкрдг рдХрд░рдирд╛ рд╣реИ рдХреИрд╕реЗ рдХрд░реВ рддреЛ рдЙрдиреНрд╣реЛрдВрдиреЗ рдореБрдЭреЗ рд╡рд╛рдкрд╕ рдмреБрд▓рд╛ рд▓рд┐рдпрд╛ рдФрд░ рдлрд┐рд░ рд╡реЛ рдореБрдЭреЗ рд░реВрдо рдореЗрдВ рд▓реЗ рдЧрдП рд╡рд╣рд╛ рд╡реЛ рдореЗрд░реЗ рдкреАрдЫреЗ рдЦрдбрд╝реЗ рд╣реЛ рдЧрдП рдФрд░ рдореБрдЭреЗ рдЙрдард╛рдпрд╛ рдкреАрдЫреЗ рд╕реЗ рдФрд░ рдореЗрд░реА рд░реАрдб рдХреА рд╣рдбреНрдбреА рдкреЗ рдЕрдкрдиреА рдареЛрдбрд╝реА рд▓рдЧрд╛рдИ рдФрд░ рдореЗрд░реЗ рдЕрдВрджрд░ рд╕реЗ рдЪреАрдЦ рдирд┐рдХрд▓реА рдлрд┐рд░ рдЙрдиреНрд╣реЛрдВрдиреЗ рдореБрдЭреЗ рд╡рд╛рдкрд╕ рдиреАрдЪреЗ рдЙрддрд╛рд░рд╛ рдФрд░ рдмреЛрд▓рд╛ рдХреА рддреБрдореНрд╣рд╛рд░рд╛ рд╕рд┐рд╕реНрдЯрдо aline рдирд╣реА рдерд╛ super conscient Power рдХреЗ рд▓рд┐рдП рдлрд┐рд░ рдЙрдирдХреЗ рдкрд╛рд╕ рдХреЛрдИ рдмреНрд▓реИрдХ рд╕рд╛ рдпрдВрддреНрд░ рдерд╛ рдЙрд╕рд╕реЗ рдлреЛрдЯреЛ рд▓реЗрдХреЗ рдореБрдЭреЗ рджрд┐рдЦрд╛рдиреЗ рдХреА рдХреЛрд╢рд┐рд╢ рдХреА рдкрд░ рдЙрд╕рдореЗ рдЖрдпрд╛ рдирд╣реА рдлрд┐рд░ рд╡реЛ рдЕрдкрдиреЗ рд╣рд╛рде рдореЗрдВ рдПрдХ book рд▓реЗрдХреЗ рдЖрдП рдФрд░ рдЙрд╕рдореЗ рдореБрдЭреЗ рджреЛ рдЪреАрдЬреЗ рдкрдврд╝рд╛рдИ

рдкрд╣рд▓реА рдереА ” рдЧреБрд░реБ рдЧреЛрд╡рд┐рдВрдж рджреЛ рдЦрдбрд╝реЗ рдЦрд╛ рдХреЗ рд▓рдЧреА рдкрд╣рд┐” рдФрд░ рджреВрд╕рд░реА рдереА ” рдЬреЛ рджреВрд╕рд░реЛ рдХреЗ рдЖрджреЗрд╢ рдкреЗ рдЪрд▓рддреЗ рд╣реИ рд╡реЛ рдЙрд▓реНрдЯрд╛ рд╣реА рдЬрд╛рддреЗ рд╣реИ ” рдлрд┐рд░ рдореИрдиреЗ рдХрд╣рд╛ рдХреЛрд╕реА рдмреБрдХ рдкрдвреВ рдореЗрдВ рддреЛ рдЙрдиреНрд╣реЛрдВрдиреЗ рдЙрд╕ рдмреБрдХ рдХреЗ рдКрдкрд░ рд▓рд┐рдЦрд╛ 16 рд╡рд┐ ( рдЬрд┐рд╕рдХрд╛ рдорддрд▓рдм рдореБрдЭреЗ рдирд╣реАрдВ рд╕рдордЭ рдЖрдпрд╛ ) рдЙрд╕рдХреЗ рдмрд╛рдж рдореИрдиреЗ рдХрд╣рд╛ рдХрд┐ рдореБрдЭреЗ рдЖрджреЗрд╢ рдорд┐рд▓рддреЗ рд╣реИ рдзреНрдпрд╛рди рдХреЗ рд╕рдордп рд╕рдордЭ рдирд╣реА рдЖрддрд╛ рдХреА рдХреЛрдирд╕рд╛ рд╕рд╣реА рд╣реИ рдФрд░ рдХреЛрдирд╕рд╛ рдЧрд▓рдд рддреЛ рдЙрдиреНрд╣реЛрдВрдиреЗ рдмреЛрд▓рд╛ рдкреНрд░рд╛рд░реНрдердирд╛ рдХрд░реЛ рддреЛ рдореИрдиреЗ рдХрд╣рд╛ рдореЗрдВ рддреЛ рдЖрдкрдХреЛ рд╕реМрдк рджреЗрддрд╛ рд╣реБ рдХрд░рдиреЗ рд╕реЗ рдкрд╣рд▓реЗ рддреЛ рдЙрдиреНрд╣реЛрдВрдиреЗ рд╣рд╛ рднрд╛рд░реА рдЙрд╕рдиреЗ рдмрд╛рдж рдореЗрдВ рдЙрдирдХреЗ рдЪрд░рдгреЛрдВ рдореЗрдВ рдкреНрд░рдгрд╛рдо рдХрд░рдХреЗ рдЬрд╛рдиреЗ рд▓рдЧрд╛ рдореИрдиреЗ рдХрд╣рд╛ рдЕрдВрдзреЗрд░рд╛ рд╣реИ рд░реВрдо рдХрд┐ light on рдХрд░ рджреВ рддреЛ рдЙрдиреНрд╣реЛрдВрдиреЗ рдордирд╛ рдХрд░ рджрд┐рдпрд╛ рдЗрд╕рдХреЗ рдмрд╛рдж рдореЗрдВ рдЬрд╛рдиреЗ рд▓рдЧрд╛ рддреЛ рд╡рд╣рд╛ рдмрд╣реБрдд рд╕рд╛рд░реЗ рдЬреВрддреЗ рдкрдбрд╝реЗ рдереЗ рдФрд░ рдореЗрдВ рдЬрд▓реНрджреА рдореЗрдВ рдерд╛ рдХреА рдореЗрд░реЗ рджреЛрд╕реНрдд рдореЗрд░рд╛ wait рдХрд░ рд░рд╣реЗ рд╣реИ рдХрдм рд╕реЗ рдореЗрд░реЗ рдЬреВрддреЗ рдХрд╣рд╛ рд╣реИ рдкрд░ рдореЗрд░реЗ рдЬреВрддреЗ рдореБрдЭреЗ рдирд╣реА рдорд┐рд▓ рд░рд╣реЗ рдереЗ редредредрдЗрд╕рдХреЗ рдЕрд▓рд╛рд╡рд╛ рдореЗрдВ рдЧреБрд░реБрджреЗрд╡ рдХреЗ рдкрд╛рд╕ рдерд╛ рддрдм рднреА рдореЗрд░реЗ рдЕрдВрджрд░ рдРрд╕реЗ рдерд╛ рдХреА рдмрд╛рд╣рд░ рд╡реЛ wait kar рд░рд╣реЗ рд╣реИ

рдФрд░ рд╕реБрдмрд╣ рдЙрдардиреЗ рдХреЗ рдмрд╛рдж рд╡реЛ persence рдореБрдЭреЗ рдорд╣рд╕реВрд╕ рд╣реЛ рд░рд╣реА рдереА

рдЗрд╕ рдХрд╛ рдХреНрдпрд╛ рдорддрд▓рдм рд╣реЛ рд╕рдХрддрд╛ рд╣реИ рджрд╛рджрд╛

Follow up answer:

That is why i felt bit strange as Sri Aurobindo does not show this way. Yes you can surely ask. I am aware of your guru ji.

Affectionately,

Alok Da

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