Later, I see her and she is sleeping. As I go, she wakes up but does not want to come near me and as if she is very hungry, she starts asking for milk. Then I go to the other room where there are sweets. I take some of them and leave. Now I do not know where to go. I do not have a single penny.
Then you meet me and say that we have to walk very lovingly. I said yes. So you bring a flight ticket for me and we go, then there is a VIP 7-seater car outside the airport, and there are 4 of us in it. I was very scared, a lot was going on inside, so when you came towards my seat, I felt very peaceful and I felt the same peace in the flight, then we had food.
Then you said that I have to go and you come with him. So we went by scooty, but later someone else took the scooty and you called to come at 5 o’clock, so I was thinking how we would go… Then a voice came from inside that the one who has brought me will make further arrangements, then the person who made you with me said that I will make Jugaad.
There were railway tracks, on which a small child brought a small vehicle that stood on two tyres. We came by it. Then on the way, I see a calm river and a big boat in it, then we reach and you were talking to a Governor. He told me that he is the Governor, then later he told me not to get scared after going inside.
So I went inside, everyone was staring at me, I thought here everyone looks at my mother only, but a woman without clothes came and got stuck to someone else. I went ahead from there. It was an old colony and ahead of it, there was a very new colony.
As I went ahead, there were many fair + white women lying without clothes. One called me near her, I went near her and after touching her, I started to move forward again, but then she called me back and widened her legs. A voice came from within me, ‘Now think, if the child is stuck in this, what will he do? He will say, “Prabhu, save your child,” or you will say, ” Mother, save your child,” – which is more correct to say?’ Then, I said “Mother!!”, then “Mother Mother…”.
The first part is that your nature feels deprived and hungry for the spiritual touch.
Then we meet, and there is a rapid progress despite some minor obstacles. The governor is your mind, and the naked girls are various energies and forces of nature. The old colony is untransformed nature, and the new is the parts getting purified and transformed. The white girls are the daivic forces that call you to enter and become a gate for going to Maa. β€οΈβπ₯
Affectionately,
Alok Da
