AT THE FEET OF THE MOTHER
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A few days ago, I had a dream where rain was pouring in through the window of my room, directly onto my bed. I got scared and stood before a picture of my Guru. Silently, I said to myself, “As long as Guruji is with me, no one can harm me.” 📖🙄🙏🏻🌼[…]

Then my cousin arrived, and Guruji’s call came. Guruji said, “In the west direction of your room, there is Kanhaiya’s book” (There, Savitri by Sri Aurobindo and The Life Divine are kept). After hearing this, I engaged in a sexual activity with my cousin.

Rain coming through the window is Grace, but for some reason, you are unable to accept it and hence go towards your Guru. The Guru points out to you to turn towards Savitri, which embodies the Divine Mother’s Love and to seek the Life Divine. That is where the world-Guru, kanhaiyya, wants you to be now. However, the worldly attractions still stand in the way.

(Follow-up Question:)

Are these dreams pointing me towards Savitri?

Yes.

Affectionately,

Alok Da

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