Yes sometimes when a part of our being opens fully, another part, that is like a shadow dormant in the subconscient rises to resist vehemently, hence this kind of experience. As the sadhana continues and the sadhaka persists in his aspiration, the Shadow and its resistance becomes weaker and weaker until it vanishes completely one day under the pressure of the growing Light of the aspiration within.
Affectionately,
Alok Da


