A few days ago, I had a dream where rain was pouring in through the window of my room, directly onto my bed. I got scared and stood before a picture of my Guru. Silently, I said to myself, “As long as Guruji is with me, no one can harm me.” 📖🙄🙏🏻🌼[...]

Then my cousin arrived, and Guruji’s call came. Guruji said, “In the west direction of your room, there is Kanhaiya’s book” (There, Savitri by Sri Aurobindo and The Life Divine are kept). After hearing this, I engaged in a sexual activity with my cousin.

Rain coming through the window is Grace, but for some reason, you are unable to accept it and hence go towards your Guru. The Guru points out to you to turn towards Savitri, which embodies the Divine Mother’s Love and to seek the Life Divine. That is where the world-Guru, kanhaiyya, wants you to be now. However, the worldly attractions still stand in the way.

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I yearn to break free from the impulses of this vital-level attachment—a struggle I have been engaged in for quite some time. I can clearly observe its surges, its mechanisms, and the way it weaves a web of will to control my mind and inflict pain upon me. 😣🙏🏻🍂🦋[…]

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I am sure The Mother will pull you out through everything. Keep your faith and aspiration growing. Offer all this pain and surrender yourself completely to Her. She will turn the tears into pearls of wisdom and strength.

Sending my prayers and Her Love for swiftly emerging out of this pain and taking once again the royal road to progress…

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A few days ago, I had a dream where rain was pouring in through the window of my room, directly onto my bed. I got scared and stood before a picture of my Guru. Silently, I said to myself, “As long as Guruji is with me, no one can harm me.” 📖🙄🙏🏻🌼[…]

Then my cousin arrived, and Guruji’s call came. Guruji said, “In the west direction of your room, there is Kanhaiya’s book” (There, Savitri by Sri Aurobindo and The Life Divine are kept). After hearing this, I engaged in a sexual activity with my cousin.

Are these dreams pointing me towards Savitri?

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