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Da I ​​am not able to understand anything, I am feeling blank, I want to say a lot. I want to mail you in detail, I want to say everything but I am not able to write. I feel like coming face to face and saying it but right now that is not possible. I am feeling a lot of pain, I feel like leaving everything and going away, I am tired. I don’t want to understand anyone anymore, I am not able to do it anymore. What is happening to me?😴💤🥱😵‍💫

I don’t want to understand anyone anymore, I am not able to do it anymore. No one wants to understand that I am also a human being, I feel pain, I am also someone’s daughter. I am also a human being. I can’t do it anymore. Alok da, I’ve never wished ill for anyone. I’ve thought about everyone and understood everyone. But now I can’t understand anyone. I’m tired, I can’t take it anymore.

I can understand your state and what you must be going through. It is unfortunately the fate of most human love because it is based on desires and attachments. Sooner or later the very same person who was a means of joy becomes for us the cause of suffering and pain. Perhaps it is a time to remember that the source of joy is and always was within us and when outer doors of happiness seem to close, it is perhaps time to open the inner door, to turn to the Divine who alone is and can give us perfect love, happiness and peace. 

Do write or meet when you come.

Sending you the Divine Mother’s Love to heal and bring inner Peace. 

Affectionately,

Alok Da

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