In the second scene I don’t know what happened but I just came out of washroom and saw that all the people are jumping from the train to the water, specially the girls have gathered and they were all scared and crying, the water looked furious and white and large and scary resembled like Brahmaputra (as I have seen it for real passing from train through the bridge). The water look extremely dangerous from that height, and that too we have to jump from a very fast moving train. I was extremely scared and crying. I too was asked to jump with other girls and someone from the back counted. We were asked to jump to save ourselves. so we held hand and started jumping while I jumped I called out Maa Sri Aurobindo’s name and kept calling them….I was scared, I yelled Maa….and I jumped.
The next scene I saw was I am at home on the floor and suddenly I don’t know how did I came to my home, all I remembered back was jumping from horrified train to that deep vast running white water. I don’t know how this happened and I woke up from my dream. The dream was scary…The journey scary The jump scary. But all I know I reached home safely.
The extremely fast train is the vital aspects of Nature under whose influence or impulse we often move. This is disorienting and confusing especially as it creates swings between extremes. One needs to keep centering oneself. Bihar of course indicates that the journey under the vital push and impulse is taking us towards dark and dangerous territories. However if one continues the journey it leads one to a condition of being engulfed by the world forces which the sea represents. The remedy is the Mother’s Name which saves and grounds you and brings you back home.
Affectionately,
Alok Da
Follow up question:
But I was asked to jump in sea from train to save myself…that was strange, I thought the danger was the destination… how is Sea representing world forces here?
The extremely fast train is the vital aspects of Nature under whose influence or impulse we often move. This is disorienting and confusing especially as it creates swings between extremes. One needs to keep centering oneself. Bihar of course indicates that the journey under the vital push and impulse is taking us towards dark and dangerous territories. However if one continues the journey it leads one to a condition of being engulfed by the world forces which the sea represents. The remedy is the Mother’s Name which saves and grounds you and brings you back home.
Affectionately,
Alok Da
