I made errors in the past (which I think I did because of my ignorance). This led to my character assassination and my outcast from society. People started ill-treating me and humiliating me. All this led also to my psychosis. I had to cut-off almost all connections from people because anyways I was getting negative treatment from them, through all these years. I have been labelled as a womaniser. My crude nature still haunts me. I am attracted to and look at women, but sometimes people notice me looking at women, which leads to further character assassination.🏠⛓️🗣️😪

I offer all this, everything, everything without exception, to the Divine! And I pray for the Divine’s Help and Love and Companionship! I pray that the Divine gives me Bhakti and does everything for me and leads me to my Goal!

Human beings, almost all inflict suffering upon each other unwittingly because of the ego and the desire-self that drives us. Behind it all there is the parent cause ignorance. The only remedy is to take refuge in the Lord that quickly cleanses us of everything and carries us to our true destination very soon. Once someone has turned to the Divine then one is no more this or that person as the world knows and understands but simply a devotee, a child, a portion of the Divine Mother. All the insults thrown at him do not then matter anymore. They too become flowers offered at the Lord’s Feet.

May your beautiful aspiration be fulfilled as it will one day.

Affectionately,

Alok Da

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It is wonderful that you are able to see the falsehood behind this kind of vital love of praise which is indeed a kind of falsehood. Yes it is everywhere and it takes a great degree of sincerity to be able to detect it. But now that by the effect of the Grace you are able to discern it, you must try to live only to please the Divine and that means …

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I offer all this, everything, everything without exception, to the Divine! And I pray for the Divine’s Help and Love and Companionship! I pray that the Divine gives me Bhakti and does everything for me and leads me to my Goal!

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