These are very high-level summaries :
Part 1 – Leaving job even for a year would mean I am foregoing the financial responsibilities of the family and maybe other services that can be done through money. Do the Karma Yoga; make it a Tapasya even if you may burn in the process.
Part 2 – Mother and her work in the entire world do not need someone’s money; if you are not the instrument, she can make anyone her instrument. You should continue on this path; it’s just one year. You will feel her beauty and can make the rest of your life the Karma Bhoomi. She is calling me; that’s why I have this thought within.
Part 3 – Even if I leave this battle for other time, it’s like procrastinating the decision.
Part 4 – Exhausted of these fighting parts.
And then sought guidance from Sri Aurobindo and Savitri.
The page opened to ‘The Descent into Night’.
Is this a glimpse of the world he mentions?
And then came acceptance; whatever happens will be good. This is yet another play and playground being prepared for yet another play.
All warred against all but with a common hate
Turned on the mind that sought some higher good;
All that you need to remember always is that you are The Mother’s child. Have faith in Her and She will carry you through everything. Go through the challenges remembering Her and offering all the situations, circumstances and the inner reactions to Her. Let Her take charge of your life and all will be well. Difficult periods are often a preparation for as great a leap towards the future.
With prayers
Affectionately,
Alok Da
