So that kind of feeling, the right way of writing a diary, doesn’t come. There is too much stress that comes with the mind. The feeling of Maa doesn’t come when the mind is ahead. So, due to that, faith got hidden or covered by the mind. Maa gives me fate and Her consciousness, which I am not able to handle properly, then these things happen. The loop goes on…
Read the works of Sri Aurobindo and the Mother and try to focus on the heart, thinking of the Mother. Call for Peace and when doubts arise, say Maa Maa Maa Maa Maa
Affectionately,
Alok Da
