2 years ago I moved from India to Canada for my husband. Since then Iβve started experiencing sleep paralysis like situations, where Iβm in a loop, trying to get out of bed, only to realize Iβm still lying down. Sometimes I walk outside, with limited consciousness. It does not scare me. But I avoid to do it with all my will, as mother it can be dangerous. Yesterday in such a situation I saw two very annoying chattering people, they kept talking and I thought in my mind βMa who are they? Please give them Muktiβ and they vanished with a flash and a blink, like how the Tv turns off. Sometimes in dreams I see places where will power > gravity, I can fly, jump, and where blood and human bodies are rather mushy than solid. There, I am able to map the area, correlate it with real world places. I feel every night I learn something!
I have been remembering dreams since childhood but recently as. I realize my habits, patterns and influences that shaped my decisions, my physical life feels full of uncertainty. I grew up in a dysfunctional traumatic family, faced skinny shaming, depression, married life is also equally stressful and painful. Unemployed since over 2 years, but I find myself increasingly aware in dreams despite feeling stuck in real life situations, where I donβt know how I should progress. What is happening to me?
It is a capacity to come out of the body which is now awakening in you. It is generally not advisable to do it without the guide being available near you. The dream of flying in air and the experiences you describe are of the vital world. Strolling there is likely to open you to all kinds of influences, generally of a mixed kind. It is best to pray to Her call for Peace and Protection before you sleep. These experiences, though genuine, bring their own dangers and are best refrained from.
Affectionately,
Alok Da
