And there was a lot of tantrums and some bizzare behaviour in me. Anywyas i read a book or two on her. And watch lots and lots of videos of her. And now i do love her. But somewhere I thought my life would get better.. but it was pretty bad .. and it got vurst /slightly vurst. Was at rock bottom already. Wonder if u could Throw some light Alok da? Also, the biggest take away from your talks and am so immensely grateful is the one about negative entities!! It really shocked me.. as i was always under psychic attacks and what not.. and needed healers to clear my field all the time! And still do 🙁 .. and spend so much money doing it! So need some help there . But atleast now im so vigilant !!
Andi am a fighter and die hard warrior inside .. it’s in my blood. So after hearing that a few weeks ago.. my whole system a went into shock. Have become hyper vigilant. To not entertain commentary about people and situations as i was served the vurst version which made me feel sorry about my life. Anyways .. I ain’t giving up the fight 🙂 .. life has brought me to my knees many a times.. and now again .. but this time it’s really pushing my limits.. am broke, no work.. no Mariage or kids which i really wanted .. and have tried and tried and tried .. all i have is my dignity and honor and independence. But no material success . Couldn’t do the corporate jobs anymore .. was really killing me.. and now I can’t figure out what to so with my life.. been a year out of work.. and a don’t have money for next months expenses .. I depend only on myself for everything… but it’s the 11 th hour.. and no help has come.. thought Mother would have revealed her help or an inkling of some guidance by now ..
The Divine comes into our life does not mean that there will no more be any challenges. That is an impossible thing in the present conditions of the world. But Her coming does mean that She is with you and will be with you through the journey of life and its ups and downs. Often it is when things are likely to go from bad to worse that the Divine appears because we need Her most while navigating through the most difficult passage. Krishna’s acceptance to be Arjuna’s charioteer does not avert the war. The war had to happen in the secret Providence and occult necessity of things. But Arjuna was carried through it, safely towards the summits of glory for which he was destined.
What is however needed from our side is to receive the Divine coming into our life with love and joy and gratitude knowing that She takes care of all who repose their complete trust in Her. Here are Her words of promise.
‘Never forget that you are not alone. The Divine is with you helping and guiding you. He is the companion who never fails, the friend whose love comforts and strengthens. More you feel lonely more you are ready to perceive His luminous Presence. Have faith and He will do everything for you.’
Affectionately,
Alok Da
