Experiences, however subjective they may be always carry a truth within them. It is just that the interference of the ego and desires builds a crust around their core and then the rational mind further interferes by interpreting them in its limited ways.
Yes there is certainly this difference between Sri Aurobindo’s left and the right eye. The left destroys or rather removes all that needs to go out of our nature while the right gives what is needed and should replace it. Together they pour the Divine Compassion upon humanity and earth to clear and open the Path. So your experience is quite right and indicates that right now Sri Aurobindo is clearing certain things from the past that stand in the way.
AFfectionately,
Alok Da
