While doing office works, I fully get involved in work and in between, her remembrance comes while talking to people. Prayers come at any moment to seek her help for day-to-day work. But the feeling of separation, the feeling of being alone remain for all other moments. Living minutes without Mother’s presence after the day’s work feels like crying. And whenever I imagine meeting you in my imagination, tears come and I am unable to control them. Will this life too pass by without Our Mother?
She is with you. It is just that your outer consciousness is unable to feel Her. Without Her sanction, you won’t be able to even think of Her. Instead of focusing on the outer situations of life that are anyways transitory and fleeting, turn within and call Her with your heart. The more you feel alone, the more you will be ready to feel Her. Turn your sense of separation into a seeking and a longing. Turn your loneliness into a ground for Her meeting.
Affectionately,
Alok Da
