Many times, when I go out to do some business, situations arise where, even after completing all the processes, it doesn’t finalise. I have to stay at home all day, just chanting names, watching your videos, and reading books by Mother Sri Aurobindo. My whole family is upset with me because I don’t do any work. I can’t do any work, and no one wants to sit with me. I don’t feel anything for anyone, not for my wife, not for my parents, not for any friend. It’s like I have no attachment to anyone. I don’t feel anything in sexual activity either. I don’t understand what is going on.
It means that your inner being is not in harmony with the work you are doing or the environment you are living in. There is a need to change. Perhaps you can visit the Ashram once for few days and see.
Affectionately,
Alok Da
