I am surrendering this to the Mother; through Her power and grace, the tide of battle shifts—sometimes I prevail, sometimes it does—and while the conflict rages on, I am fighting this inner war on the Mother’s side rather than the vital’s. I am fully confident that, one day, the Mother will liberate me from all of this.
I can sense the veil of the Chaitya (the psychic being) and its vibrations coursing from head to toe; however, the vital’s attachment to fragrance remains incredibly strong, constantly enveloping me in that scent. I am also acutely aware of how forces from the vital plane launch attacks at night, yet only the Mother can truly set me free from this.
Because of the Mother, I do not feel the pain as intensely; otherwise, compared to the agony I endured in the past, this is nothing.
Please pray that I may quickly emerge from the past, advance toward the mission for which the Mother has chosen me, and take a leap into the future.
I am sure The Mother will pull you out through everything. Keep your faith and aspiration growing. Offer all this pain and surrender yourself completely to Her. She will turn the tears into pearls of wisdom and strength.
Sending my prayers and Her Love for swiftly emerging out of this pain and taking once again the royal road to progress.
Affectionately,
Alok Da
