I get worried and confused like if I don’t tie then maybe it’ll be bad luck and then the scared part of me wins so I get it tied by her But then I retaliate to my roommate that what rubbish girl and all that. She is crazy. She goes and then I was worried like what will happen and then my roommate says she sees a parchai on me sometimes
A blue one. I say Siva? She says is it? Maybe krishna. Then suddenly I was out
And in a room of water like the water park with many people So I was jump into room and it had knee length water , I wade through and see a tiny girl standing under a overhead shower in water ,she playfully throws water at me I move past and throw at her but it doesn’t reach then I reach a door but water was not going out and then with lots of opposite pressure on legs I go out.
See the friend again outside and we share umbrella.
Then scene changed and I was in my department hallway and there was an arrangement of krishna idol with garland on floor with a mat to siton the tiny hallway of department. I sit and the idol moves and smiles then some people come so it freezes in their direction looking like a smiling idol
Then suddenly a person pops ,very strong healthy and he has very loose tongue and no beautiful speaking asks me kya chahiye,bol and I start thinking maybe it’s a test by krishna to see if I believe it’s him if he comes like this.
Then I am an unfamiliar road with different arrangements and a dog jet black doesn’t let me go on scooty,scared it’ll run so I stop a while and wait.
Then two more small dreams of people sleeping in bus and of me on a road and then I go to a room by road with sleepy people,sir and talk to somene.
Also
Last night my friend was talking about dogs crying and something happening in her village each time and I got scared coz dogs were barking , I thought I’m target.
These kind of things scare me like it’s coming for me, something bad whenever someone talks about negative stuff
It means that the friends all around you are a mixed lot (which is how it mostly is) but one of them especially (the one doing the mantra of death and giving the red thread) is open to adverse influences. The black dogs indicate that something in you is open to these dark forces.
However there is nothing to worry or fear. Keep calling the Mother inwardly in your waking state until one day Her Name is taken up by your inner being and you call Her even in dream. That is the best protection.
Affectionately,
Alok Da
