Last time you told me to increase the will power; I am feeling like my ego is breaking block by block so do my confidence. I call myself the son of The Divine Mother and don’t how to keep that unshakable faith. I am feeling like going to Samadhi and cry my heart out. My question is, whether these are my mental weaknesses or something is happening inside me that I am unable to understand?
In such a condition, it will be helpful to see someone, to meet a specialist who can help you see and understand what is happening and show you the way forward. It is not possible to help through letters alone. So please meet some counselor nearby and discuss the problems you are experiencing within. Perhaps some medication is needed to help you come out of this state, but that can be done only after a personal meeting and not over email.ย
Meanwhile, nothing prevents you from crying out your heart before the Divine Mother. It will surely help.
Affectionately,
Alok Da
