
From few weeks I am not able to bear the power of Divine consciousness. I am not able to hear or read anything related to Mother and Sri Aurobindo. Whenever I try to think of anything related to God my mind becomes kind of numb for some time. I am scared that my mind can breakdown if i continue on the path. I don’t know if its because I am not able to surrender to the Divine because I have doubts about which form of Divine i have to surrender to. How can i help myself in this case? Also recently some relationship did not work and I feel very sad about it. I don’t find meaning in life. I want to live for the ideal of immortal love and also take care that I take a wise decision so that my ideal is not against the Higher Wisdom. How can I make life more meaningful with this ideal in mind 😪(to have love in my heart for the person till the end and not give that space to anyone else)?
It is beautiful to have an ideal because without an ideal man is as good as dead. Yet at the same time one must know
















